she

We used to talk about just how much it would kill if either found someone new

But can we just talk bout how for one of us that fear’s already come true


I should expect all broken promises

I shouldn’t ask so many questions

I should’ve long past learned my lesson by now


She’s got dimples and a beautiful smile

And she’s got caramel skin and honey pool eyes

I just think that it’s ironic that I ended up right

When I prayed not to be this time

Cause she’s always been there when I couldn’t be

And I really want to hate her but she’s been nice to me

I bet that she is everything that I’ll never be 

Oh she, she’s the one that’s got you, not me


And last time we talked you told me how much it would kill you if I found someone new

Like we didn’t talk bout how mine’s the one fear that’s already come true 


I should’ve seen this whole thing coming

I should’ve given up on hoping 

I shouldn’t still feel so broken by now


She’s got dimples and a beautiful smile

And she’s got caramel skin and honey pool eyes

I just think that it’s ironic that I ended up right

When I prayed not to be this time

Cause she’s always been there when I couldn’t be

And I really want to hate her but she’s been nice to me

I bet that she is everything that I’ll never be 

Oh she, she’s the one that’s got you, not me


And I bet she wears your t-shirts

And I bet you’re falling for her fast

And I bet she does it better

And I’m just the past


She’s got dimples and a beautiful smile

And where I’ve done it all wrong she’s done it right

I bet that she is everything that you wanna see

Oh she

She’s the one you let in when you stopped letting me

And I swear that I hate her but I just hate me

Cause I know that she is everything that I couldn’t 

be

Oh she, she’s the one that you want, not me

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