today
today’s the kind of day of
bricks weighed on my chest
and choking on the lyrics and gasping for one breath
it sounds like voice cracks over piano
can’t even sing through a sad song
my shaky legs and feet on the ground can’t seem to get along
my hands feel like an earthquake
my eyes a window on rainy days
even the knives that are my thoughts could not cut through the haze
the cause is a rhetorical question
unanswered and unresolved
but my brain and body disagree and I don’t wanna get involved
so now my bed feels quite like quicksand
only got up to close the door
i don’t feel like doing anything
what am i even good for?